Oh My God.
i did it. i actually got my head outta my ass and went to an audition. no, 2.
and now i'm starting an apprenticeship to become a professional dancer in august!
i can't believe it, i followed my dream and succeeded ...
i would have NEVER thought that i could do this.
for those interested, i started dancing at 14 and did ballroom for about 4 years when my group dissolved. since then i had been looking for a partner or something else i could do but i had to become 20 years old to discover that i loved simply kind of every modern dancing:
i started streetdance, continued with hip hop and finally even started jazz dance and ballet. the start of this was october last year, no earlier. i started to do jazz dance and ballet in APRIL.
and i got accepted at a school where ballet, modern and jazz are the primary subjects.

i still can't believe it. but i have to, since i really have to watch my money now - 330€ per month is not very cheap. plus ticket, plus contacts (can't dance every single day without those), plus those things like insurance etc.
it's all getting more complicated now i'm starting my second education (still working on my bachelor thesis right now).
oh, you can't belive HOW complicated this is in germany. health insurance, liability insurance, etc. etc.

so well. i think my drawings have to wait a little more

so my dears ... if you have a dream, do ANYTHING to make it come true, it IS possible, don't hesitate!
and if there are some risks to take, consider them honestly. i'll be in debt of my parents for a few years to come but so what? it's my fucking dream come true!

love to all of you,

Lenny